The daily round wheel out the same picture today too, but my situation has changed drastically.
I got a trauma ... I am sick and jobless now, but my current problems opened a window towards the new life. Have a look:
My disability helped me to test my values, changed the midset - opened my eyes to the eternities. Thus I am rejoicing not at my plans to do something, but the breathing. The recognition of my dependance on other for the survival humbles, my impotency to rely on myself calms down my ambitions, but not a smile : the hardships fire up the gratitude that exchanges all worries for self to the comprehension of the beauty that wasnt appreciated in full when I met with the squirrel in town center once upon a time.